Being unenrolled has its advantages and disadvantages. Well, I don’t have to break down the former part. Let’s just talk about its disadvantages. Have you noticed how time quickly flies by when you’re indulge in productive activities in life? But it’s evidently different when you are doing absolutely nothing. It seems like waiting for an hour to pass takes forever. Having my hands emptied with responsibilities for the meantime, I tend to overthink simple things. When our mind is idle, it is inevitable for our thoughts to wander sometimes. The moment we overthink and let our thoughts roam further into “Daydreamland”, we sometimes lose grasp of reality for a short period. With nothing to do, I’m struggling so hard with this problem. And I willingly admit it. The more I spend my time being ‘imprisoned’ at home, I think my sanity slowly slips away. Or maybe, I’m just overthinking everything up until this moment. I wonder if there are individuals who are going through or have gone through with this dilemma. I have to fight this, so I opened this matter here on my blog. Who knows? This might help others struggling with the same situation. Blogging has somewhat been a useful therapy. I mean you can’t share all of this problems to your family or friends without being judged. I’d rather take up the judgements of strangers than of my loved ones.
“We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It’s one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it’s another to think that yours is the only path.”